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| OMG! WhaT Did I dO?!?!?!
*Huh* WhaT a daY!!! weLL, I wenT sTudY wiTh maH FriEnds todaY.. buT TheN, maH OTherZ friEnds're gonna go to the "churcH acTivity". I really wanna go at firsT buT I canT coZ Im sHarin the car with mah sis and Im The baby in the famZz.. so you kno what it means... The oTher sidE I feel bad wiTH ma FriEnd.. and i had a really bad feelin about it.. and mY feelin comes truE! we juz chatted and I feel weird!! i Think theres sumthin wrong with him.. I donT kno what to do.. NoT ONLY ThaT, My Others INDO FriEnd, He MEssagEd me in YM. He said "If you cant impress them with your intelligence, confuse them with your b.s." then hes gonE... he didnt reply my message back... what did i do?!?! I THoughT hes the onE whos buzy and doesnt want to talk with me anymore... I donT geT it.. i Tried to be nice buT it turns back to me like thiz?!?!? You kno who i am.. and I want you juz talk to me if i did sumthin wrong.. its better thiz way than like thiz... i still want you to be my "friend"... and If You thiNK ThaT im sTupid, i kno I AM... buT Im noT BS!!! especially in front of you.. i told you the truth! buT i guess you dont trust me anymore.. so it juz wastin my time to explain it to you.. you dont even want to reply my message... *huh* NOT onLY HIM, I Think my Other new indonesia friends mad at me too... BUT i juz kne her.. how come she already mad at me!?!? I donT knoE.. i guess its a small world.. gossip wont never end... *sigh* I donT kno whaT to say anYmore.. i juZ wanna cry... iTs ToO mucH drama for me.. canT sTand it anyMore... I LoOk tougH in fronT buT YOU KNO WHO I REALLY AM INSIDE THERE! sOo plZ.. Talk To ME!!! ForgiF me?!?! | | |
| HeLLO TheRe...
Im noT surE if maH HS FriEnds sTIill read Thiz sTUpid bLog... buT anYwaY, mY "BroTher" made me anoTher blog in others web.. so if You guyZz wanna check it ouT, go head! its http://er1n3.blogspot.com but most of it in Indo langguage tho... sorrY... | | |
| "iTs WeirD!! buT iTs gOod 4 me"
weLL, I donT knoE how TO sTarT iT... LasT couPLe of sKewL weeKZz maKes Me HaPpY MosT oF THe Time... I donT knoE whY, buT I FeEl ThaT Im LearNin someTHin... I meanT I READ The TexTbOoKZz LiTTLe by LiTTle... Weird huh? wakakkakaka.. I knoE maYbe U THinK I LiEd.. buT I am noT Thoo.. I FeEL weiRd 2.... buT iT jusT me... FeeL likE i wanna Read THoSee ThicK, HeavY TexTboOk... O weLL, Im noT compLainin!!! jusT wanna saY THanX GOD For whaT hed given me.... Love YoU alwaYzZ.... noT OnlY ThaT.. a loTz oF posiTive ThinGs sTarT Flowin in My liFe.... sucH as: Makin New FriendZz, FeeL morE comPleTee evrYsingLe daY... and bla bla bla (TOo mucH TO Tell... His work is AMAZING!). Xo ThanX...
"v-daY"
Hmm noTHin mucH I can saY abouT v-DaY... iT jusT a reguLar mondaY for me... sTart my cLass at 12 till 7 at niTeZz... ThEn likE usuaL, jusT chiT chaT wiTh my Broo, my FriEndZz, and My daddY.
WhaT did I geT?!?!
WeLL, I goT a loTs Of GreeTingZz (sms, E-card, and Mail)... THankZz FriEndZz... Im sorrY iF I didnT repLy iT... buT As u GalZ and GUyZ knoE ThaT DeeP down THere, I wanna saY HappY VdaY and wishin U all da besT ;) and aLso I goT a Few ChocoLaTe froM maH Bro, maH FrienDz and Mah BUddiEs... Thx ALL... I donT knoE whaT 2 saY... I Love YoUu aLL!!!!!
alr8 Then. Im Xo SlEepY... OnE morE daY 2 gO beFore LONG WEEKEND! Yeah.... hehehe BYe ByEee... adios!
RememBer to KEEP SHININ AND KEEP SMILIN =D
-peace ouT- | | |
| - ..:::: LosT In sPacE ::::..
Sometimes, I get tired of this me first attitude
You are the one thing, that keeps me smiling
That's why I'm always wishing hard for you
'Cos your life shines so bright
I don't feel no solitude
You are my first, star at night
I'd be lost in space without you
And I'll never lose my faith in you
How will I ever get to heaven, if I do
Feels, just so fine
When we touch the sky me and you
This is my idea of heaven
Why can't it always be so good
But it's alright, I know your out there
Doing what you've gotta do
You are my soul satellite
I'd be lost in space without you
And I'll never lose my faith in you
How will I ever get to heaven, if I do
I'll never lose my faith in you
I'll never lose my faith in you
..:::: LigHthouSe Fam ::::..
This SonG I dediCaTe To My X.. weLL Hes noT reallY MaH X buT I donT knOe whY I LovE Him XO MUcH buT He doesnT love Me baCk.. I can saY He doesnT even Care abouT him... eniW, jusT wanna saY ThaT the TIME I had wiTH you, was The besT time I ever had... xO, If We haF a second CHangE, I will Love To sTarT all oveR again... Work evrYthin ouT togeTher... I KnoE yoUre suCh a sweeT and nice caring guY.. buT someThin miZzin from YOU... Ure HearT <3 is EMPTY and LONELLY. U need some1 daT can undersTand You in and ouT. DonT be scare of commitment! its not the end of your life.... One lasT THing, alwayZ remember that world goes round and round... (red: "karma") wHaTever ure trying to do riTe now, Ull geT it back laTerZz on in The FuTure...
MizZz You Xo mucH... WisHin you for the besT.. HappY valZ daY... HopE u haF a wonderFuLL vdaYz wiTH YouR BroTher, Your biG faMZz, and Some1s spEciaL ;) | | |
| WaZzzUpPp evrYOnEee...... :Winky:
Hows LIFE Xo Far?!?! so far so gOod?!?! Well, MaH LiFe Is Xo Far xOo gOod!  I sTarTed My CLaSs LasT wEek... and I ThinK somE Of maH cLass are Boring! I LikE MaH EngLisH CLaSs and MaH BioLab alTHougH iTs a Lil biT ToO HarD For Mee.. buT I hoPe I can HandLe iT Till THe End OF semesTer... Oh Yah, For THose of You WHo doEsnT KnO cLaSsEs ThaT Im Takin THis sEmesTer, Im TakinG 6 CLaSses... 2 EngLisH, MusiC, BiolOgY, SociOlogY, PhySiCzZz, and BiOLaB of COurSee. I haF cLasS From Mon ThrU fRidaY.. and ThE daY ThaT I reaLLY haTe iT are Mon and WeDnesDaY becoZ I haF CLasS From EarLiE Till niTeZzzz... OHh NooOOo!!!! EniW, I aLso MakE somE nEw FriEndZz... TheY PreTTy muCH NicEee.. And aLsO, I aLreadY GeT My BiO ParTnerZz.... Ohh Mann, THere re 3 PpL IN maH GrouP and U knO hOw mucH I realliE haTe BIO riTE? and OnE OF mY parTner is XoXOo LaZzY!!! Mann... I wisH He never be MaH ParTnerrr.... THe lasT TIme, we DidnT finiSH da WhOLe cHapTer... Xo I had 2 maKe Up somE ANsWeRrr... *ARgHh* I was Xo LOST! I FeEL daT Im noT learNin aT all... jusT maKe maHselF sTreSsFull To maKe Up somE of THe anSweRr...  ThEn THE mosT THinG I haTe from cOLLeGEe, ITS Xo EXPENSIVE! especiallY all The BOOkZ thaT cosT me... damNn... canT beLievE thaT! I wisH I geT somE FinanciaL aiDzz... hiks hiks.. I haD To leT go sOme Of My PaYchEcKZz THaT I kepT jusT 2 BOUGHT thosE sTUpiD BoOkZz... 
abouT wEeKend?
WeLL, iTs a ReallY FirsT wEekEnd ThaT I can ReaalY FeeL ITs a wEeKend... aFter a lonG VacaTioN FroM sKewL, everYdaY is WeeKend.. and ThiS weEkEnd is ToTallY DiFferenT... eniW, I jusT spEnd MaH WeEkEnd wiTH maH "biG" FamiLiEs... iT was FUN and TIRED 2... hehehe... and TimeS go so FasT.. ThaT makeS iT eNd fasT 2 ... Hiks hiks hiks... bacK 2 skEwL bacK To "sHoPpIn" (This is whaTs my FriEnd Tell me.. and I THink iTs TruE  )
V-daY?!?!?
ITs abouT A week leFT froM V-daY... and Im sTill here sTanding By myseLf... Hopin THat He ll be here wHicH xO ImpoSiBbLLeee.... weLL, wisH Me LucK FrienDZz...and beFore I leave, jusT wanna saY HAPPY VALENTINEs DAY! HopE U haF a wOndErfuL VaLenTIneS daY wiTh somEOne You LovE and Love You back. anD jusT remember ThaT I alwaYz be here For You all... OhHh.. how sweET I am.. hiahiahihaiahia kiddin guYzz.... sTill love Youu alll.... remember ThaT... FriEndZeva.. wisH You all 4 da besT alwayZz..
weLL, FinaLLY OnLy TIme ThaT maKe me haF 2 saY GoOdByEe... niTe2Zz evrYonE in LA.. SweeT dreaMzz... and LikE PoOh saiD TTFN | | |
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